Freedom to work????

NOTE: I wrote this before my trip but forgot to post it here. Will update this weekend.

Things have progressed since my last post. I found a funding source to get back on Medicaid (yea!) and am continuing the Xeloda chemo pills. My last CT scan showed no growth, so they decided this time to continue rather than stop the treatment. All the other times my CT scans came back negative, they'd stop that chemo and start something else, or stop everything. Not sure WHAT that is all about.

I have an appointment with Dr. Dragovich at the center. He's the GI specialist Oncologist I mentioned before - that I didn't know he existed, let alone at my own clinic. That won't be until June, but I'm very excited about it. My Oncologist and I seem to have come to an impasse.

I wrote up a bunch of questions for her my last appt. One of them being the triphasic CT scan that the surgeon in CA said he'd need to see to give me an opinion. Her response (through the nurse) was "if she wants a triphasic CT scan, have that Dr in California order it". Wow. The nurse DID tell me that my doc in fact did consult Dr. Dragovich when my CT scan showed growth (in FEB) evidently it was HIS suggestion to try Xeloda. Nice to know. sheesh!

The bad news is that my sister, who's been my main support, is having surgery today for Breast Cancer! She had had several biopsies over the years, always negative, but this time they found a lump. Very small, but aggressive, since it's showed up so fast, but then they are catching it early. Such twists! We're hoping for a clean lumectomy (sp?) and they plan on some radiation. The whole family is reeling from both of us getting cancer at practically the same time.

I'm going back to the Midwest next week. I extended my trip to visit my daughter in Chicago to also go to Minneapolis to visit my sister. I'm so looking forward to that! It's strange all of a sudden being a "caretaker" (as much as I can from 2000 miles) as well as trying to deal with my own issues by myself here in AZ.

I'm feeling ok. Some transitory pain in my middle, diharrea from the Xeloda, and it seems I'm getting fluid around my liver. It doesn't show up on the scan, I guess, but I've gained 15 pounds for some reason (besides eating a lot!) and I can FEEL my middle expanding! The nurse said I have a "little" fluid at my last check up last week, but let it go at that. I just had to buy new pants however! Anyone know much about this? She just said to watch my salt intake.

All in all I can't complain. They said my prognosis last August was 6-11 months, and we're at 9 months and I'm in good shape!